babydoll..a yearon xxx: forever...x

babydoll..a yearon xxx: forever...x: dec 12 2012 23.22 dollhouse went out on a date yesterday... it was a cold winter starry night.. ofcourse where we were we can h...

forever...x

dec 12 2012

23.22

dollhouse


went out on a date yesterday...

it was a cold winter starry night..
ofcourse where we were
we can hardly see the stars in the sky...

all i see are the bright lights that were there
displayed all through the streets,
stretching like the water in the sea...



all i see is Him holding my hand
all through the night...

we are together and yet we re not...
but why does that matter?
when i know He is always here...

i can hear the towns life
all around me,
the blur of all the christmas activity

and yet...

it all passes me...
like nothing really matters just this Man beside me...

how can you find a love so perfect
where you can almost taste it in your mouth

feel it follow you everywhere you go

it is like the wind..
passing you everyday on your way to work..

the air you breath when you lay at night

carry all my thoughts across if i whisper carefully
my thoughts and feelings
and as i walk home i silently ask...

'do You hear me my Darling?are You home?have You eaten?
how was Your day?was it exciting,was there anything else happening?'

and somehow,i feel Him listen...
as if he was there when i whisper
i smile thinking of Him
when He tries to explain tome something..

somehow i know,He sometimes know what i am thinking!
He feels what i feel without me saying...

was it myimagination?
is it all a misunderstanding?

but why does it matter?
when He is here

i went home,
thinking of the evening..
i asked Him if He still loves me...

He asked me of my thoughts of this business
this one that i was thinking if it could really happen...

i was looking at Him and i wante to say..

You are perfect my Darling

as i lay last night,
i was reading the card He'd given me,
i was surprised it wasnt christmas yet,
and still He said its for christmas...

like always,i read it
words that mean so much

simple words
but make my heart a flutter...

but these words...
not just of love,


He had written....


the words...

Forever


XXXXX

babydoll..a yearon xxx: i love Him... x

babydoll..a yearon xxx: i love Him... x: dec 8th 2012 00:12 cant sleep even if i tried ... thinking of my walk home from my night out the other night... in the freezing co...

i love Him... x

dec 8th 2012

00:12

cant sleep even if i tried ...

thinking of my walk home from my night out the other night...

in the freezing cold of the winter night,
my thoughts were scrambling from what i have in mind xxx

les miserables

and it describes exactly how it felt for me...

when there are times i long to see,
the Man in my dreams...walking towards me...

but when i look hard through the rain in the night...
most times He wasnt really there...
and when He is,it seems too unreal for me to feel,

before the night is over...He is gone
even if i wished things to be different i know
He wont stay too long...

but here it is the thing called love...
i think of it,feel it,whisper it..
and yet...

and then i feel  lost...


but know that he will find me x