Aug. 09, 2012
23.35
dollhouse
again...
i had dream ...
and my dream was You xxx
wow a year on ,we are still here
how time flew by,
i never thought it could go on this long!
and still....
i am still inlove with Him like it was yesterday
amazing how busy we could be,
and still...
we are here...
the Olympics had come and soon gone,
but all the excitement cant compare to what i feel for us at all...
last Saturday we had a good night at Hyde Park,watching Olympians win gold
and also watched the concert after but still...
its Him that i want more...
its been a year full of surprises,
filled with magic,
with love and laughter..
i never thought there could be something that will come out of this...
but it all happened as if it was meant to happen
everything just comes naturally and we didnt even have to plan it...
this time last year,i was nervous to meet with this stranger,
actually i was terrified that He wont want me ...
and if He did will it even work out?
but then i saw Him that first night, waiting for me there..
i knew He was someone i would love...inspite of...
how strange to feel this way,
for someone i wont know if He will even stay?
....and still
we are here...
i know this is not the most conventional of relationships,
but i wont ever change it for anything in the world,
for this is the reason why i found the love that i could never have felt...
that i never had,
that i never would have given...
the happiness that could never be bought with any amount of money..
but was found in the same currency...
yes we crossed the line,broke the rules...
but by doing this,it made us whole xxx
like a missing link on a chain,
rain to the drought...
half of a missing part of some ones heart ...
yes,she said...
i feel like Icarus flying close to the sun...
i know how it turns out,
and still...
i am here...
for You nothing was impossible,
there was nothing that we cant have,
we cant do,we cant surpass?
how come?
thats because we believed we could...
yes my Darling, we are a year older...
but are we any wiser? for the things that keeps coming our way?
but all i know that i am Yours and i like to think that You are mine xxx
even in my dream, its all about You ...
but all the time its not the dream i chase around...
i realized i am chasing the sun,
thats because it is where You are all the time...
my life was filled with a lot of love and a lot of light..
i never have a problem trying to figure a lot of things in my life..
some were answered, some were not...
those that are still left un answered i know one day they will be..
but as of now,this is where i want to be...
sat next to You,
in my dreams...
in my reality xxx
this is for You my Darling , happy anniversary this day came as a surprise...
i never knew this time last year,that we will be sat somewhere,
in another place
a different time,
but still feeling the same...
